the reason we're going is because my girlfriend lives there. i met her on the internet about two years ago and this is the first time we'll meet face to face. we've skyped a few times though. i still haven't told my parents that she's my girlfriend. i'm not scared to tell them or anything, i just haven't found the right way and time to tell them. i've made up my mind that i'll tell them before i leave. which is soon... but i won't talk about that now.
i'll be staying at my girlfriend's home but my mum and her friend will go on their on way and travel around italy. they'll stay in the country for a week but i'll be away for almost two weeks. and that means i have to fly back home on my own. that scares me to death because i'm an anxious person but i'm willing to take the risk. i'll come back the exact same route that we're gonna go.
despite being nervous and scared and anxious, i'm very happy and excited. it will be extremely awkward but i'm trying to assure myself that it'll be fine. i'll try to have as much fun as i can. we have some plans but i'll tell you everything that happened when i get back home.
all this means that i won't be posting for a while. but when i come back i'll have some super interesting things to make posts about. so i'll see you in a couple weeks! ☮
"it hurts when you have someone in your heart but you can't have them in your arms."
- unknown
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